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Last year on your birthday max was trying to karate me while i held Haven and i hadnt had a phone since the middle of december and i was living at my storage and i had spent the weekend with haven and him at his parents house while they were out of town and he gave me a ride back to my storage where i was living and i was feeding haven in back of car and he was going to give me an old phone he hadnt used in a year but never offered for me to use even though he knew it was almost 2 months i hadnt had a phone so i asked to have it when i saw it just sitting there at his parents and he said yes but when i was feeding haven he started saying how he just realized that he hadn't gotten anything from me all weekend and what was he getting out of the relationship and he hadnt gotten laid or anything and it was bullshit (he was saying all this out loud while i sat in the back staring at the back of his head) and he didnt think he would be letting me stay anywhere and he wouldn't be helping me at all until i had something to offer and Haven was fine and didn't need me around no one did unless i had something to contribute and he told me to go and i asked for the phone and he said no and i told him i really needed it and asked why he wouldn't let me have it after he said i could have it and he said because he didnt get his dick sucked. So haven had finished his bottle and it was too late when I realized i threw the empty bottle as hard as i could at him and it hit him in the head. I was so mad about the phone i needed it so bad and after i got out of the car i was gonna message you with it on wifi from whole foods across the street it was only 730pm our time. And he went batshit after that it was really scary because i was holding haven and he kept trying to throw us down on the concrete because i was trying to run away and at one point he did get me to fall and all i could think of was not dropping haven on the concrete and not falling on him and it was so scary because i was already falling and could only control so much but i kept haven from getting hurt on the pavement. And it was not good times. And i got back into my storage right before it got locked up but didnt get the phone and had no way to message you and i didnt know if id ever see haven again after that happened and that storage was so scary to stay overnight in it has alll these body heat sensor and vibration sensing machine things and if they sense you they come to where you are and you can hear them coming and also i realized they must spray for bugs in those places because people have bugs in their stuff and there are bugs everywhere in the world but ive never seen a live bug in storage so i was also afraid the machines would come and spray me with poison because maybe they have those sensors partially to detect bugs and rats and stuff and terminate them and sometimes they make spray noises and idk why and i cant smell so i would pretend it was end of the world and they were terminator machines so thats what happened on your bday last year im so so sorryThx