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Spiders:

A. Trish purse

B. Ancient fearsome badass 8 - 28 - 25-eyed warrior terrorist battleships

C. Attitude = vibrational energy & what that possibly means about spiders v. us

D. Attempts to overcome fear of spiders through rationality, logic

Seattle long-faced bus driver (#3? Some place via Jefferson/Cherry Hill?) and the transfer debacle

Why not want to be wasted, but would do acid again in a heartbeat and really so much want to do with Frankie, fantasy of what it would be like - could we accurately share with each other in a way that we both were seeing / experiencing nearly the exact same thing?

note how Max’s negative treatment towards me has increased in severity now that I don’t have a place to live again

how all of what he’s put Haven and I through is because he thinks I owe him sex

The spider is gone now:/

CL response choice to clean Air Bnb dude’s apt. Brought birds. I can’t believe that was me

middle of the night get around car capitol hill garage across from park, next day "Henry", met Falcon or whoever

hearing baby crying at Capitol Hill qfc

wwe nurse

no pulse, asked then disregarded answer

petition and response and glaring facts that were oddly disregarded, later finding declaration re unsafe and demanding removal

wonwwr and Haven’s reactions:

day he ran away from house after being stuck there with wonwwr

Haven’s haircut

1130pm when ride in wonwwr car while max followed and couldnt park

high strung, very fussy, unhappy, physical tantrums/throwing & hitting, no eye contact, strongly refuses affection and regular physical contact

hot chocolate in Haven’s bottle

wont call haven by his name

haven talking me down day they disconnected car battery and said they wouldn’t let me leave with haven

max refusal to communicate with me when haven with him and wonwwr

Haven extremely hungry

butterfly landing on us at Interbay when we were writing Haven’s name

1st Des Moines snow - double length bus on Pac Hwy to get back to Nazi's from somewhere. It was steamed up like a sauna in there d every. II did chocked double take. All the seats were filled with hunched over black men, only a few snoring loudly, peopleare the xu were cooieslm.

desi’s leg

energy of tow yard

driving impulse to drive - wander