Messages from this Last Weekend

Tessy P. Roof
Feb 28, 2022
2 min read

Updated: Mar 17, 2022

Max concluded this text sent Friday evening with "Find a new villain." He said he doesn't "see how this is good for anyone when" we don't interact. :/

Why not, Max? Why doesn't Max see? If we're not interacting, we're not fighting: I'm not having unexpected verbal outbursts because of the anger I have over the most recent unbelievably f****t up things he's done to me, and he's not trying to pick a fight with me over a fantasy of himself as victim to my evil woman ways-instead of giving attention to Haven.

Then, of course, Max brings up sex, which is at the root of all his fantastical issues with me, and is his only real issue with me, and is the reason he wouldn't help me get an abortion, which i am appalled to finally recognize and understand.

He wanted me to have his baby. He wanted me to have his baby because he's controlling because he's incredibly insecure. He thought if i had his baby, he would have me; and that to him means i would suddenly be his punching bag, his maid, his babysitter, and his pocket pussy. He didnt realize how easy raking in state benefits would be when in possession of a child, especially with the unwavering support of his mother and stepfather at 100 Lake Washington Boulevard, and how much he would LOVE LOVE LOVE shamelessly living on welfare, and unconditionally having the support of his mother and stepfather. Who shamelessly reside at 100 Lake Washington Boulevard.

So then Max says:

I get that sex is something that no longer interests you.

Thats fine and I respect that you no longer enjoy being touched...

I just dont get why you want things the way they are.

Its unhealthy.