Me Today: 7/4, Harassment & Fruit Fly Habitat Intensifies, Routine Holiday Kidnapping

Woke up in bed with Haven & Max at 1230am. Covered Haven with blanket, kissed him, told him

I love him. Went to couch in & Slivered Apple pieces, in and out of consciousness. Ended up back in bed woke up there around 630am went to couch

Haven up around 8(?) frog pee, I dumped out and replaced both chairs. him sleepy faced strolled living room pointing at different toys I’d set up, chalk board, laughing and discussing their arrangement with me

playing with McQueen cars Transport truck was dirty With old milk spill so i started cleaning it Inside dirty too

I noticed from a plate left in living room, which I brought into the kitchen, that haven had been fed

a microwave hot dog ( he hadn’t eaten the entire thing) and a small piece of pepperoni and tomato pizza, hich he hadn’t even taken a bite of. No evidence of water or juice given or available to him.

I opened can Of peaches put it in a bowl rinsed the can can and put can in re paper recycling bag by window. offered Haven a bite of peaches he said no thank you. He had followed me to kitchen and has grabbed his sticker alphabet book that I bought him. He’d filled it with train stickers and alphabet stickers that I bought hjm. He was showing me these train stickers while I ate ate peaches. I offered him more peaches he said no thanks again I put tupperware lid on bowl and put bowl in refrigerator. I grabbed some boxes of cereal to give him a small cereal taste test buffet one of the boxes I accidentally grabbed eas was a box of ice cream cones. It used a ice cube tray with 6 large ice cube compartments in it and began filling the different compartments with didfeeent cereals z. Haven saw the ice cream cone box and grinned, he walked to me and picked it up. I ice cream go be cone?! I love ice cream cone! I have ice cream cone? I told him he could have a cone but not ice cram cream he could have ice cream after eating a little more cereal.

max appeared. Hi daddy! Hello son. I have ice cream! You’re having ice cream? Cool.

Max began complaining about me not washing all of his dishes or taking care of his garbage. Out of all the dish washing you do, you can’t wash ANY of mine? Really? I told him I do wash some of his just not all of them. I told him I’m not going to clean his garbage for him and that i already clean the house of it and for his convenience leave it all on the counter for him. every morning one of the first things I do every day before anyone else is awake is clean the living room Of maxs beer cans vaporizer and accessories and his used food utensils and dishes cups napkins paper towels take out boxes and the bags they were transported in. I also clean any of Haven’s snacks and drinks and garbage and dinner stuff If it’s been left in the living room. Then I try to clean up the couch because Haven likes to sit there immediately after waking up. Often it’s one of the dirtiest places because of the amount of time he spends there. I open the curtains and try to organize the toys I think Haven will want to play with first. I gather tv remotes as I find them and put them all on the counter. Sometimes if I have the energy and depending how dirty it is I will sweep floor right away. I do wash maxs dishes some of them when there’s extra room in dishwasher. I always wash his utensils that are visible. He has z6+ feet of counter space that leads aside from a microwave- covered in his crap- is piled with his dirty plates cups kitchenware Beer bottles and cans vape juice trash mail phone chargers etc thar he refuses to take care of. much of it is stuff I’ve broyght in from living room or put there in order to clear off other counter space or else there wouldvt be any counter space at all - everything would be covered in maxs garbage if I didn’t do this.

max told me he ALWAYS washes my dishes and us ALWAYS picking up after me. he claimed the 6ft of counter wasn’t all his mess abd most of it was from me. I asked him when he picked up adter me abd told him the counter was 100% from him. I told him he never even cleans yo his own mess when and why would he clean up mine but not his own. He began getting belligerent and Haven ran up to him crying, which didjt deter him until I told him Haven lwanted him to stop and was crying. Max kept going off with untrue stupid shit not worth my energy to pointlessly Argue about so went in bathroom without phone or anything and sat with my head in my arms on my knees. For a long time.

at some time during Max came up to bathroom door and started going on and on about how I don’t donanything to keep his apartment clean and if I did it wouldn’t be filthy disgusting all the time he began naming dirty things about different areas of apartment and told me all I do is play with Haven’s toys.

max kept asking haven if he wanted to go play with Edgar. I heard them leave without a word to me. I finally exited bathroom to bedroom and fell asleep on bed with Haven’s blue tag which I bought for him. max returnEd at some point and came into bedroom turned on air conditioning and pointed it at me turned on lights aa bright as he could was yelling snarling cursing psychotic at me; get the fuck out of MY bed!! Go lay down on the couch! over and all over. Left. Came back. Did it again.

heard him get in shower. I turned off air conditioning. Fell asleep. Wokr a few times not knowing what time it was. Thought i heard haven. got up to living room around 4 no energy drink. Living room window open for some reason. Closed it. Thought about arranging Haven’s toys in a getter way and how to do that. Turned on air conditioning to dissuade fruit fly populations . Max still hasn’t cleaned his mess, which is causing a catastrophic number of fruit flies to line every place in the kitchen above waist height. He’s been here since around 720 and hasnt made a sound = not making a move to put away his things piled in hall or his fruit fly disaster breeding hellhole mess.

Haven is asleep in room I’m assuming. t Mac max turned on danvfan to try and keep him asleep.

I messaged Mac max when felt alive enough to unlock phone. He told me in lake sammamish at 4th July bbq. Idk where that even is. He didn’t say shit to me about gojng there.