March 7, 2022

Cleaned bathroom

Swept living room picked up removed paper put down for drawing but haven played on instead bc clean

Cleaned off couch

Cleared table & havens tv dinner table

Sorted laundry & cleared hallway

Swept kitchen down hall to half way in bedroom

Towel mopped & wood clean/polished kitchen floor

Spun around open floor space after clearing it and sweeping it with haven

Hung up wrapping paper from wall to printer as a fort haven began poking it with finger on stick until destroyed

Max gone all day from time we woke up until just before 7 Haven and I went called max 0 answer Left vm & texts

He'd come to house at some point that late afternoon to get prius- truck disappeared

Walked to max moms to see if he was there, no prius walked a loop back to apartment miraculously max prius there haven wanted play outside in sand mac came out of apartment nearly right away

Wrapping paper eyes at each other

Gathered marbles to slide down into trucks like looped video on for an hour or more maybe got little various containers for marbles

Painted big paper together- Haven's feet, my hand, a tree, a sun

Emptied potty chair x3

Picked up poop x2

Played in kinetic sand with him using mini excavator, mini skid steer, mini front loader, 18 wheeler open bed truck, roller/wrecking ball truck & new stacking cups

Haven asked where boat is have to get it tomorrow couldn't find price so didnt get

Glow necklaces 0 glow but haven liked to fight & poke with

Max at store w us in line 0 offer to get my clothings

Didnt see him until around 30 mins before store closing

When got home he went directly into bathroom, turned shower off & on 4-5 xs took very long bath w phone charger when i walked by he turned a boring talk show on

Haven played in sink splashed each other with drops on hands from faucet

Max randomly came up to haven told him he had to bed that instant i argued for haven bc he was in middle of playing happily having great time he never is in sink too long so why suddenly declare it over why not wait 5 minutes or not allow him to start at all

Max told me i never have anything positive to say and only say negative things to him all the time never anything constructive ever

Mac was pretending to sleep but clearly yelled at me not sleepy sounds at all-when I said something re all his dirty dishes to haven he said he loads my dishes in dw all the time why cant i load his. I told him i do all the time but so many & more each day would need to do 2 loads of just his to catch up then called him out on pretending to sleep agaiin

haven little moth friend he wanted me to feed it brown rice

Woke up on couch this morninghaven barely fit on arm of chair above max lap leaning toward him no blanket naked mac taking up whole chair mouth open right away got up and scooped him talking sweetly brought him to bedroom he asked where something was not sure what then he fell all the way back to sleep

Haven food:

strawberries

Honey cheerios (fed to him yesterday)

Blackberries

Strawberry yogurt

Vanilla ice cream

Banana

Orange pieces

Brown rice

Teriyaki chicken

Reheated pizza in oven

Flaxseed muffin pieces (fed to him)

Dark grapes (fed)

Chocolate coins

Sausage egg potato

Goodwill lollipop

Fish crackers in prius w me

Friday night (tonight is sunday) i woke up to pee at 530am max not there i think i peed and made haven bottle or started working not long awake moving around heard max rush inside im guessing he was in laundry room w crackhead and could hear me awake and 0 wanted to get caught being absent