Mag Con Feels

That feeling I got the day I was going to meet Kathryn about the Magnolia condo. It was so,

so strong in me. The feeling of doom, of do not do. Of how something was warning me, something knew what us living there, or thinking we would be living there, would result in.

It trips me out in my head to recall that feeling and reflect on what's happened since

then. it made me just say oh god oh god

in a panicky kind of way for some reason

like a flashback maybe i do recall those doom moments on that sunny day well

its like reliving that part of splash mountain-that pause at the top-and each time you're terrified and you can't reason it away

except you know with Splash Mountain, you'll get a funny picture you can buy or take a crappy picture of with your cell phone at the end, and everything will be fine, you'll be a small amount of wet, but your purse won't fall out of the log (as you feared). and you're not even afraid anymore. well. Thats not what this flash back fast forward to present day roller coaster is like. The doom feeling is all i was trying to describe here, jerk off. ugh. Jk i love Disney so much like halp from 2 much 2 handle love for that u no omg lol