2 weeks in

Been here almost 2 weeks solid. solid as my stool. Gross.

dont want to leave haven alone here. Anytime he's with max he gets upset quickly. Cries often, throws fits. When it's just Haven and I, he literally does jot cry. At all. he had nearly stopped his hitting habit until max brought him back to daycare.

also max never changes his diaper when it needs to be. Alarming neglect to this. night before last night i was sick and with haven when max went to get diapers. haven had clean diaper after 10pm when max got back. When i went in to check on haven later, max was not in room around 230-3am and haven had a large amount of stool in his diaper and it was so wet it was totally absorbed and would have leaked if more moisture was added/ haven doesnt poop in his sleep

same thing this afternoon after his walk with his grandma and just wanted max until went to room wth me in room i checked diaper and it was thoroughly ridiculously soaked agaain

fucked up - no excuse for this- extremely unempathetic and lazy

lazy