11:14:19 4/29am

"So you stole my vibrator again, huh, Tess?"

"...No."

"Oh yeah? Cuz it's not where I left it. Where could it be?"

"I don't have it."

"Are you saying it just magically disappeared?"

"No. I'm not saying that."

"Yeah? Then what are you saying?"

"I'm saying I didn't steal it."

"Well, where is it, then?"

"On the bed."

Minutes later, he demanded that I leave the room. He told me I had heard every word he had said. I didn't even know he had been talking. He likes to mumble his shit talk to himself and he will become outraged if I do hear him and also if I don't hear him.

He was already angry before that. I was trying to stay out of his way. I think he's grumpy because he needs to go to sleep. I am afraid of him. He acts insane, literally by definition insane. While acting insane, he is more unreasonable than usual, will make anything up and insist on its truth, he will say the cruelest, grossest, and most ridiculous things he can think of and will use anything he can against me and to hurt me. Most of the time, I don't even know why he's angry. Most of the time, the reasons he gives for being angry are made up, and really what he needed to do was less drugs, or eat, or sleep, or all of the above.