1 Baddd Motha

Max left and came back last night around 645-7. Haven was still asleep. He's been taking naps ridiculously late in the afternoon, but im so burned out being here, being watched everywhere, i let him sleep as soon as he is able. Anyways. Macjs came back. Harassed me from the other side of the bathroom door that wont close while i was wiping my ass. Came in bathroom took a shower tried to leave Again. he didn't say so but didnt deny when I angrily mentioned his hurry to meet his date after absolutely no notice to me that he'd be leaving and certainly no request from him that i stay in his dirty rental apartment all day and on through the entire evening, caring for Haven entirely by myself, without a car or other way out of this non-convenient location for those without cars. And his house had been absolutely devoid of Haven-friendly foods all day; not a single slice of bread w/o mold growing on it, no fruit, no lean proteins, no juices, not even a potato, no milk (!!). There are some unripened tomatoes on the counter. I had and have no clothes - I made myself body covers to wear around the house yesterday. Very hardcore no clothes Time in my life. i told him he needed to at least let me go to Leschi Mart and get some things for Haven To eat. He reluctantly let me go to Leschi Mart after skeptically asking me whT i planned to purchase from thr grocer located dirrdtly below his apartment